Welcome To Reality

So trying to register for classes today sucked!

and now im in lecture

lame, want sleep, so much work later

Hah, so i thought of only one thing to do while i procrastinate, which does not include facebook, it includes writing in this live journal of mine

Let me break down the last week for youz people!

Tuesday

Tuesday i went to english and design, in design we started our spatial composistion projects, my mind was blank, no ideas at all! Well i had some ideas but they were all being rejectedddd

Anyways after that i came back to my dorm, got some final things ready and headed towards BackBay Station to take the Amtrack home, i left Boston around 325 and got home at 830, grabbed some NY pizza and chilled at applebee's

Wednesday

Ahh it was so nice being home, i woke up, showered and then kevin goldberg came over, WE TOOK OUR DRUGS TOGETHER! Antibiotics that is, we had the same ones!

We went to the bagel place to grab some foodz, egg sandwhiches ahoy!

We then called luke to come visit mrs polley with us, and thats when we snuck into the school! I saw so many people i knew, it was wonderful! I stayed from 6th to 9th. And i dont remember what happened afterwards but i saw vicki a lot and then me steve and vicki went to Tangs for the best chinese food ever...

After that we headed over to the best buy by roose field to play ROCK BAND!! Random asian dude was so into it. And then john gave me a call and said he had something to show me!

So i dropped everyone off and headed on over to johns house, he opened his garage and showed me his dads new 2008 red corvette, it was sweet!!

Then we surprised jackie and that was about it!

THANKSGIVING!

TURKEY!

Friday

Attempted to clean the backyard

Cousins came over, we chilled 8-)

Went back to there house and slept over

Saturday

Played halo 3 from 12 to 4 trying to beat it with andrew, played a lot of guitar hero and just chilled and had more pizza!!

Got home around 11pm and headed out to bellmore to see john laura jill nick and some other people. Afterwards me john laura and her cousin played super nintendo at lauras house on a giant projector!!

SUHWEETTT

Sunday

Visited vicki at work! cause she woke me up, so lameee

Went over to mr tom blakes house, when we then ventured off to the mall, and ate food and looked around.

After that i went home and visited juliann and then picked meaghan up from work and brought her to toms and then got a ride in the barracuda. KICK ASS!

Took meaghan home, and caught the train to the city, then the amtrack to boston

my 6:03 train got in at around 9:30, not to bad!

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There is def a lot more to write but i dont want to anymore

Talk to you later!
-Mike

Sorry for that last post

over reacted a bit i guess, but it hasnt been the first time

lots of work to still be done

changed the room around again

TWO FACED SONS A BITCHES

I hate it

I hate getting treated like shit, i hate caring for people when they dont care back, and yet it doesnt stop me no matter what, because i believe that im a good person, and if you think other wise, so be it.

I hate liars or people that make excuses for things, if your going to say something, tell the truth and dont give me some made up fucking bullshit excuse. Because in realitity i prob wont give a shit anyways. I try to be the best i can be to people. I don't deserve to be treated like some stupid fucking outcast.

Some people in this world couldnt be any dumber, if they did they'd probably fucking explode into a billion pieces because they'd be too dumb for existance.

I dont even think im saying what i want to say here, im just ranting cause i couldnt be any more pissed off

FUCK LIARS, FUCK BEING MR FUCKING NICE GUY, AND FUCK OFF EVERYONE

Today i have not gotten anything accomplished, i really wish getting things accomplished could be easier

I woke up at around 12. Because i did not want to sleep all day! I had two texts from my dad, one was a video of my dog cause she goes crazyy in the leavess, and the other was a picutre, i miss my dog :-(

I was talking to john about all the things we should plan on doing when im home because i miss my best friend also, he's busy a lot so we have to squeeze in some time.

Then i was invited for waffles, MINE IMPLODED :-(! Saddeninggg

Then i was invited for pancakes cause someone owed me pancakes!

Then i watched Caddyshack with Staci and Bowie. Enjoyable if someone didnt fall asleep!!!

And now im debating work, i want to get it done but at the same time i just wanna chill.

O well

lets see what happened

Yes so i finally thought of something thoughtful to write which has been bugging me

I hate it when people act differently when someone does something and then someone else does the samething, its just annoying. And im not saying this about any particular person, im just saying it in general because ive seen it happen more than once and it just bugs me

I wish i could expand on this better but i cant right now, it just slipped my mind when i was thinking about it in the shower

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So i have a ton of work to finish before i go home tuesday, i worked on my computer assignment all night last night, from like 6 to 4am

I woke up at 230 today :-X, not good

Didnt shower till about 15 minutes ago, and as soon as i wake up its getting dark out, ughh this is not good.

I have some research to be emailed to my design teacher by midnight tonight

hmmm, let me show you a pic of my dorm room in sketch up



yea how cool is that

anyways, ttyl

I have to say i love my major, i really do, i like architecture, no sarcasm intended

Sometimes its quite hard though to do everything they ask you to do. Free hand drawing is the most annoying thing ever especially when your line quality has to be perfect and cant look like it was "sketched"

I love drawing but when things don't come out the way i like them i get really annoyed (usually all the time) Last night i stayed up till 330 in the morning working on my drawing, I kept getting distracted but i still did work on it, and it turned out like shit

And of course i get 3 hours of sleep, skip english, and we get critiqued on our drawings by a 3rd year design teacher, so yes basically i havn't been having a great day

A good thing that happened though was that i got a package from my parents, with candy and my train ticket home :-D!!

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Lately ive been feeling like everyone i ever used to be close with is getting distant, except for a few people, and its kind of sad. I guess its just a wierd thought for me, to be close to someone at one point in time and then to be distant from them at another point in time. It could drive people crazy but im coping with it.

I really want to write down my thoughts but i dont know what to say or how to word it, theres always so much i have to say about things or to people and i just forget it as soon as i want to say it or write it down, it sucks

What also sucks is i have to go to math in 15 minutes, but once 5 rolls around its my weekend, which is full of work!

Got nothing else to say for now

-Mike

So I'm done with the worst day of the week

English 8-9:50
Design 10-12:50
Math 4-4:50

English was pretty lame today, we just did the same bullshit we usually do, but i already talked about that

In design we looked over construction lines for our Boston Public Spaces project, mines almost done, just needs more deatil and darkening

We headed over to the North end today to work on one point perspective, it was a cool trip, we went by the North End Church, if that sounds familiar its the church were Paul Revere lit the lanterns

"One if by Land, Two if by Sea"

The class walked behind the Church to find some people shooting a movie, CHRISTOPHER WALKINS was there!!!
"I gotta have more cowbell!"

He was shooting for a movie called "The Lonely Maiden" which according to IMDB will be out next october! Sounds cool but we'll see!!!

Math was boring, yay!

O yea and i have a 3:25 Pm train tuesday the 20th from Back Bay Boston, to NY's Penn Station, Kick ass!!

Can't wait for thanksgiving

-Mike

Lol, so im so glad i took SCALE Composistion last year

It got me into College English 2, and i know everything i need to do in this class
Pretty simple stuff...

Thats where im at right now
the teachers standing right in front of me, yea whatever!

Tom Blake was right about me not writing in this, You Go Tom Blake!

I've been so busy it really doesn't matter anyways, but maybe I'll finally get my thoughts out... I don't even know how to describe them without sounding like a cheesy MoFo :-O

... I'm currently in the library at Wentworth with my good friend Jacob!!!! We are doing research for our stupid english annotated bibliography, not to mention we have mucho drawing to do later... O the life of an architecture student is lovely, but its going to be worth it in the future, i mean i already have a job lined up so it can't be that bad!!

Lately i haven't felt so great mentally, not to mention physically as well. The food here isn't so great or there isnt that big of a selection. It just makes you ache basically, and def not enough sleep. And def not enough drinking!

The mental part obviously has to do with all the work i have and of course a girl. o man when i fall for a girl i get so caught up in everything and then whatever happens, things usually fall apart, i look like a dumb ass. O the life i lead!

I've never really had any serious relationships, but it would be nice to have one, I love having friends, you can never have too many of course, but it be nice to have just one special someone...sounds kinda cheesy i know but i think that i get boring after a while, and i care to much about what people think about me, so i've heard and have realized myself.

The cycle of things usually goes like this for me

-Mike meets girl
-Mike hangs out with girl mucho
-Mike falls for girl
-Mike doesn't do anything
-Mike lose girl
-Mikes a wreck
-STFU MIKE

Btw im telling myself to STFU

Anyways im going to tryyyy and write in this, but i have soooo soo much to do...

Cant wait to go home for thanksgiving!!

Later

Mikeee

LOL LIVE JOURNAL!

Well even though mr tom blake might be right about me writing in this thing just once, i think ill try to stick it out. (Thats what she said)
 
The whole summer was awesome, its the way that a summer before going off to college should be. The whole month of June i was the happiest I could have ever been

Prom was amazing
Graduation was awesome

I worked at RAND again this summer, and it was even better the second time around, i learned a lot of new things again and hopefully i'll stay focused enough through college so that I could someday work there full time, or somewhere in boston perhaps!

The countdown to Boston is 2 days
But the countdown to Wentworth and orientation is 3
Thats right kiddies, saturday morning im gone so if you ever wanna do something give me a call today or tomorrow... 

I have to say I am mentally and almost physically ready to go to college, talking to my roomate assured the mentally part, the physical part is packing and such lol

I really have nothing else to say except that I'm going to miss my friends including my 3 best the most, Frank Sam and John

Good luck to frank in Israel, Good Luck to Sam at Syracuse, and Good Luck to John at Potsdam

And everyone else! Good luck in school next year or college, where ever life may take you, Im starting to be corny, o gawd

adios!
-Mike

So i enjoyed my weekend very much!

Friday!

Basically in school we did nothing at all and i had a bagel party and pizza party

After school i was playing the halo 3 beta when kevin goldberg called me and said, Hey mike langwell you want to go to the mets game?
So i said yea and i went with him steve smith and tatter to the game, we bought tickets from a scalper at woodside and we paid $1.50 under ticket price! They were really good seats too, right on the right field line, orange section, except for the fact that kevins broke so we kept having to move around, we finally got settled in around thr 4th inning or so... Btw we were on tv, because about 3 people called us telling us that they saw us on TV, which is awesome!!! 

We were clapping after a strike out, Steve smith has the video so i cant wait to go see it. Of course our final seats we had a hilarious drunken git next to us, but it was soooo funny to watch and i took a video of him, Mets won 3-2!!! because of the beautiful home run hit by Mr. Endy Chavez. Getting out of shea and back home was horrible, crowded train to woodside, and then i almost stood all the way back to Massapequa. So me tatter steve smith and kevin met up with laura jen nicole and frank at the diner, where we didnt do anything at all! Then i went home and went to sleep!

Saturday!

I woke up around 10 because my dad called me from dayton asking if i wanted any electronic gizmo or something, but he then realized he woke me up and let me go back to sleep. I woke up at 11 and stayed up, goofed off on the computer for about 2 hours, then headed out to Freeport to get gas from BJ's because its cheaper and we have a card. Well since im a very nice grandson, i stopped by my grandparents house to visit them and say hey, but it wasnt a long visit because i had to go get ready for the junior prom! with olivia!

So i went home showerd and got dressed, I was in all Black except for my tie which was very nice! The only embarissing part was that i still dont know how to tie a tie but its ok cause my best friend john did it for me, then Olivia and i took pics at her aunt and uncles and then at her friends. We arrived at the Highschool at 5:45, and started talking to everyone we knew, thats when i realized i knew more people than i thought i would cause i have a lot of friends in that grade, plus some seniors were there.

The buses left and we were off to the Huntington Hilton woo hoo! I got the chance to talk to a good friend who approached me last night, I enjoyed talking to this person but things have changed and idk what to do about it....

I dance with Olivia and Meaghan most of the night which was mucho fun! :-D, they dance better than i ever will. Lauren Morlock was there when i needed her and i love her for that, shes my mary jane :-D. I had a better time at this junior prom then I did my own...

Afterwards I came back to olivias house and she got out of her dress and i took her to her friends where she stayed for the night, i wasnt allowed to come because the mom was a bitch or something?! idk! So i called up meaghan and she said jamie said it was ok to come hang out with them but then too many people came so i couldnt. Then i gave laura a text and she was still awake, she was out at the movie theathers in Farmingdale with kevin, steve smith, tatter, frank, connie, jen and nicole... So i went to 7/11 (in my suit) got a slurpee, drove out to meet them, they complimented my outfit, and then i changed in kevin goldbergs car, we all fooled around in the parking lot for a bit and then frank laura connie and i went to checkers, and then we all went to the diner were the service was horrible and i had really bad eggs!!!

We all left and i stayed up till about 4 in the morning! AND I FOUND MY BASEBALL GLOVE :-D

Sunday!

I got six hours of sleep!!! I woke up around 10, and played some halo 3 beta

Olivia called me around 11:30, and the prom group people went to the beach, it was really windy but we had fun anyways, nothing really to say about that hahah

Now im sitting here, procrastinating this term paper which makes no sense at all

Simpsons 400th episode is on @ 8
Family Guy @ 9

Good thing my term paper can be handed in late without penalty :-D


-Mike

                                                                                                                                                                                   

Everything, everything
We've had
Out of sight out of mind
Given that
What I see when I dream
Hurts like hell and back

Waiting Game- Yellowcard

I am so done at the bagel place, its been 2 and haif freakin years, i only got the job in the first place because i needed to pay for the Disney Band trip in 10th grade

but any who

im going to go play Crackdown

Adios

Woops, almost forgot i had this thing!!!

I feel the need to write in it again though since the last time i wrote in it was January!! =-O
I guess you can say alots happened since then, but nothing i would really want to publicly talk about..

I recieved a Merit scholarship to Wentworth for 6,500 $ and then i got a loan for 3,500 $, so it basically adds up to 10,000 $ and pays for my room and board, so now all that needs to be paid for is Tuition it self, which is like 19,800 $.

Has anything interesting happened in the past months?

LETS SEE!!

February!
-NO!

March!
-ALSO NO!

April!
-Got a flat tire on the southern state, that was a bad night

May!
- Did miserable on my Calculus AP
-Got my college email!      langwellm@wit.edu
-HALO 3 BETA MAY 16th!!!

So yea i was reading some past entries and i noticed how much of a wreck i was in some of them, but its time that all turned around, Ive said a lot of crap, and a lot has happened, and id take most of it back if i could but its to late for regret.  I used to say i cant wait to leave this lame town, but now i realize im going to miss a lot of people who i wont get to see everyday or every once in a while

Some ill never see again or talk to ever again, but i hope that can change, its never a happy thought thinking you'll never talk to someone ever again..

And i know this is old and corny but... This might be the ending of highcshool, and teenage life as we know it, but its the beginning of life, its a rebirth and snap back to reality. 

We'll be out on our own making our own decisions, parents and friends will always be there for you but not in the same way they used to be, because they have there own lives to manage..

So i guess its time to say, Good luck to all of my friends in our new lives..
We've made it through the easy part of life and now comes the hardest part of it all... Going on alone

So I hope this isnt my last entry for a while, ill try to update...

-Mike

hahah sorry about the no updating, even though no one reads this anyways

i had a good week, i dont feel like explaining it though

hmmm, i should be sleeeping now

work in the morning

adioss muchachos

Yesterday, On January 10th 2007, at around 3:30 PM

I checked the mail in my mailbox, the one outside my house, yes so anyway

there was this big envelope waiting for me

i was scared

i opened the envelope*

Turns out that i was accepted to my first choice school,

Wentworth Institute of Technology

in about 5 years time, i will be an architect, its scary, but exciting at the same time

later people

im tired 

Your Birthdate: August 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

back to school, back to school

i didnt have a very good week, its not because we had to go back to school

School really doesnt bother me, its not bad

i wanna write an entry but at the same time i dont, i dont know why

lately, everythin just seems so pointless, i cant really explain, it just does

i've just had about enough here, i wanna go away 

bleh

bye

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Well i cant wait for this year to be over already, o wait look at that 3 hours and 28 min left

All i have to say to 06, is good riddance

There were times in 06 i thought i was going to end up so happy, well guess what, it turned out just as every other year does, CRAP!

I just want to start 07 off right, have a good time with friends before college, no more stupid mistakes,

and hopefully i will get into the college of my choice,and finally get a girlfriend....

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"Get up, face this year
Days will fade with all your childhood fears
All of the nights, all of the friends and the fights
You're a young man, who's burning to break free
Here are your rights and your name's up in lights
Don't abuse be the best that you can be"

YellowCard-Sureshot

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Now, im not completely pissed off with this year, you dont have to worry, (even if you were)

Now there was a lot of good things that happened in 06

starting from the beginning?

-hmm, well, I remember doing really well in school for the first half of the year

-I met an amazing girl, who changed me for the better, and we had so many ups and downs along the way, but in the end, im so happy i met her and she became one of my very close friends. <3
(i'll admit to you i shed a tear writing this)

- I got a job working in an actual Architecture Firm, in the city!!! I worked in the city, with adults who respected me and actually asked me to teach them things they didnt even know, freakin awesomee, best moment of 06

- I had an awesome family vacation to deleware, yes i said family and awesome in the same sentence, Deleware 06, so much fun


But most important of all, me and my family, were all healthy the whole year, and thats the happiest thing i could ask for...

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Well I guess i was a little cruel to 06 when i started off, but its true, there was a lot of crap moments in 06, and i kinda took my anger out on it so im sorry to you 06

Here comes 07, now only just 3 hours and 14 min away

This is a big year,


2007!


-this is the year we seniors graduate, its scary to some and relieving to others

-this is the year i turn 18, im legal! i can buy scratch-offs!!! and those other two, ewww

-this is the year we seniors go off to college, and officially start our lives

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Good luck to all, and have a happy and safe New Year

Love Mike :-D

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P.S!!! If i forgot anything that you know of, please tell me, thanks!